please insert coin!

...There's this video game where you have to steal a car and then i think u have to run from the police and while doing that you get to run over pedestrians or get out of the car and beat them till they bleed and then u get bonuses or something...What brought it to mind now? well, I' m just watching the news and one of the things that i saw was a conflict concerning who killed who, did Hamas kill those Israeli soldiers or did their fellow soldiers shoot them by mistake, imagine the pride they'd rather say that their friends shot them by mistake! that's sick! The thing is, they are dead, just like all these people are dead! And then it's just points added depending on who scored the most!
What is even more disturbing is that I can't stop watching the news! I'm not exaggerating! I watch the news the whole time, i research articles and videos.I became this insane person, this monster just asking for more information and i keep watching these horrifying pictures over and over again! Then, when i "must" socialize i take all my anger on the people around me (though some are just asking for it and they do deserve my wrath). I don't cry over the dead anymore. No, not even the dead children! When u get used to seeing the same thing over and over it becomes normal...I don't know what I'm expecting to see. More dead? How predictable and pathetic of me! Maybe I'm looking for inspiration? Here I go again!! 'sigh' 

Maybe the world is looking for inspiration. A push to actually stop this stupid war!! Are they really this helpless? these stupid people who dare call themselves kings or presidents or whatever the fuck they want to be called!!!! It is nothing but a name that they carry! I don't even know whether to be disgusted or angry or indifferent.. Maybe all together?! 

What do they want to see? I mean is there a specific number that they have in mind? If so, they should just go ahead and say it. Let's just do it in one day and get it over with! Just line up the people, women, children as long as we do not kill anyone with a gun! If we do we won't get the bonuses that I was talking about!! 

I watched all the photos of the dead children, in every angle possible! Well, i think i did. If anyone has new ones please don't hesitate to send them to me! U know after staring at them for a long time, they start to appear as if they are sleeping and that doesn't bother me as much! Maybe we are bothering them with our loud voices trying to wake up the "leaders". We are doing a better job at shaking these children from their deep "sleep". This was not the objective of the game! or was it? If it was, then each was playing according to their own rules, so who wins at the end? Well, if there were different rules then there will probably be different scores! 

I know who wins at  the the end! The dead children! They won't have to grow up wondering about the rules of a new game, where all the players are nothing but useless, pretentious fucks!!

They win, we lose every time. Game over!